college
is it bad that i feel more peaceful and at home here at SEMO in Cape Girardeau, MO than i can ever remember feeling at home? i really just feel so at ease here. this place is nothing like home and part of me wishes my life had always been like this but i know it wasn’t supposed to be. but still, it’s so refreshing to be living with people who don’t abuse me or try to hurt me. i’ve never known that kind of a life and i’ve waited for that for so long. now that it’s finally here i’m not really sure how to handle it. i guess i’ll just watch how other people act towards one another and follow their example. but either way, i finally feel at ease and i don’t feel the need to be scared as much as i used to.
