Just Another Late Night Rant?
Well it’s 12:13 in the morning and I just finished painting my nails. Tonight feels like one of those nights where I should have some random and completely stupid thing to be ranting about I really just can’t think of anything. It’s not like I have nothing to rant about because I’m sure if I really wanted to rant I could find a reason to rant. But I literally cannot find a single thing to rant about. It’s almost as if my mind was attacked by a HUGE bottle of white out and now there’s absolutely nothing in it. I’m even having a difficult time trying to find the words to finish this post. I’m just so tired and stressed all the time lately. I’m in constant pain because of my ankle. I always have a million thoughts running through my head all revolving around things that are no good for me. I never sleep. I’m constantly tired. Like physically and mentally exhausted yet no matter what I do I can’t sleep. Last night I was laying in bed for AT LEAST an hour trying to fall asleep. I need to find a way to clear my mind and stop thinking because at this rate I may never sleep again. Oh and did I mention I do not want to wake up in the morning for my 8 am music theory class? Yea tomorrow’s gonna be a fun day *sarcasm*. Well I guess it’s time for me to head to bed and listen to my playlist of songs on my iPhone that remind me of someone who I don’t need to be reminded of but listening to those songs is the only way I can seem to relax my body enough to sleep lately so off I go to my bed and my playlist. Goodnight moon. <3
